silence

I happen to know this boy...
This timid and quiet young boy...
living in a silent world...
Where comics were his first ABC...
the only sound he would hear is tv, radio and unpleasant words from his loved ones...

He would only his express his feelings to himself in his own ways...
One day he learn to communicate with people....
through pieces of paper...
sadly it ended after a reply...

until he begin how to communicate with his social circle...
not via human communication but unfortunatedly through the world wide web...

there is where he learns to express his feelings to others... and that was 2 decades ever since he was born....

its all trial and error... many failed attempt... too many heart has bleed...

but he neva give up.....

he knows... he can never go back to his silent world...

he hates silence.... even when he needs to be alone... he hates silence....

years passed...

he was finally badly 'hit' that threw him in a valley of silence and he almost drowned in depression....

until miracle happened.... where he found there was somebody to accept the way he is...



He enjoy expressing more... express wateva that he has kept for the past quater century....

There were times he overshot... nevertherless he was quick to admit and apologise....

He does regret yet glad coz he knows sumone understood why....

Recently... things changed...

he was punished with a series of silent treatments...

made him restless... he tried and tried to fix back...

his efforts are as good as building house of cards in a typhoon...

for all he know he was brought to this edge of a cliff where he looked down to the valley of silence...

Would it be a better place there......

to live in silence...

or continue to hurt others..... and risk of losing them like what happened to him before...

juz becoz he was juz being himself...

learning to express his feelings and emotions....