hear me out, this sound crazy.
exhausted. then i was emotionally strained till holding back tears for the last 2 hours of daylight. When the sun sets, vision totelly blurred while reading the Quran. Words start flying abov emy head. and its hurting me. i threw myself to bed. for the next 2 hours, i close my eyes. i hear everything around me. as far as the void deck i can hear every single thing. vehicle, people talking, music from hp. whats worse, intermitten poeple screaming in the house is so clear. but i cant do anything. i can only do nothing. i cant move my limbs. when i open both eyes, everything is spinning. occasionally my fingers tremor. tears flowed. i cant move. i cant move. inside, rage buiding. like a rabid dog on leash.... waiting for the chain to break free and cause rampage.
i gather enuff strength to call. and speak with one eye open.
and everything is history.
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